I can't help but ask why, why Lord. Haven't I suffered enough? For how long am I supposed to fight? I feel like I'm in a constant battle. Now I have a new enemy added to my list, 'bowel disease' still to be defined after I have done a batch of tests. ' Could be life threatening, the doctor said. I replied bring it on, while putting on my brave mask.
Inside I'm petrified but I will keep the faith that's all I have.
This too shall pass.