I am trapped, in a corner I am paralysed by fear.
I fear if I leave him my kids will grow up fatherless like me.
I fear if I leave I will never find another partner. Who will look at an HIV positive dirvocee with two kids?
I fear being lonely. Funny really coz I'm lonely even when he's by my side.
He gave me a life line when I was desperate @ my time of need. He was there but he's changed.
Am I holding onto a ghost?
I may be HIV positive but I know I'm worthy to be loved.
I"m worthy to be cherished. I am worthy.
I KNOW MY WORTH.