I am feeling the effects of poverty and isolation. I keep trying to pick myself up, but after years of doing this, I find it harder and harder to find that happy place. I suppose the constant worry and stress and bureaucracy is what keep me down. I have no faith in doctors anymore as they have dismissed me when sick right in front of them only to go to the ER the next day and be admitted. They lied to me. 7 years I had kidney loss and they never told me and kept me on TDF cocktail.
How do I regain trust again. I cry every time I go to an appointment. After nearly 30 years I am so battle fatigued with the ASO;s Housing, doctors I have real PTSD now. The state, city, county government has let me down. I moved and the same in the new state. They say there is HOPWA but their is no funding. I was homeless after not being able to afford rent after leaving my abusive partner.and the ASO said go to a shelter at the hight of flu season. Sorry, I can't go to a shelter..I am not going to get lice, bed bugs, the flu and subject myself to thieves and addicts and drunks. I was a working responsible homeowner and lost everything. They still lump us all in the category of addict or low life and I am tired of the stigma.
Anyone here relate? How do you get back your life after loosing everything when the services do not help you and you are all alone and unable to work because you are living in your car and can't eat properly or have work clothes or are sick like me in constant pain and fatigue?