As birthdays pass and Holiday comes.
I can't help to have a heavy heart.
I said good bye to my loved ones some time has passed.
This steady breathing is filled with gasps.
My dear child has left me.
My friend took his life.
I have struggled too long to give up yet. I hold dear to my memories of times when we laughed.
Free falling is the price. I roll the dice. Today I live. Will that day be tomorrow or shall I excuse myself from playing one last game.
I know the price I pay is way too high.
I have no energy for this world.
God stay with me as I learn to crawl back to the safety of Faith.