30 yrs

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Aging with HIV

It was 30 yrs and five months ago that I first told I was would die . Am still here 6 kids , former drug addict , street walker, and host of co-infections . But am still here. About to turn 49 in. 12 days . Who knew not me I tell ya! I believed them and feel into deep depression and self pity and I was sucidital. Then one day a doctor ask me to do him a favor. A pharmaceutical company which I was on there medicine at the time was looking for stories to put in a book. I was a bit fearful, because only my family and a handful of friends and ex lovers knew. I did it and when I found out I was chosen out of 150 women .Let just say it woke me up that was 5 years ago. Now am writing a blog on on my partner that what I call my illness since we been together so long. Haha I can laugh today .So what next for the kid is up to God Looking to just share a little of me today with the world .While trying to educate someone that might not understand .