Jesus knows that I've gone through, made, and been forced to go through some changes. I don't mind change because life is full of them. It is overwhelming sometimes. The instability of life dictates most change.
My life is forever changed. I left St. Louis because I knew I was going to die there, not knowing HIV would be the next catalyst to force me to change. Then I had to start disclosing. Huge change. Not for me but for the unheard voices of Christians that were and are positive in the church. Yes, we do exist. No we are not going anywhere. No, I'm not going to hell because of my status. The more I addressed it the more I knew that change was still beyond that. I had to change me. I had to forgive past hurts, I had to get over the self-pity hump, I had to live, and once again I had to change.
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