Hi, I'm 46 years old...I...

Hi, I'm 46 years old...I nearly died of AIDS 20 years ago but somehow, I managed to pull through... Honestly, I believe it was my inability to imagine my children without a mother that gave me the strength I needed to survive... They are grown now of course, and I find myself less apt to fight as hard as I once did... I'm exhausted... I put on a brave face for anyone who happens to be watching, but I feel like I need to be around people who actually know my struggles... I've been stupid brave for so long, I've forgotten how to be at ease... I'm hoping to find that here...