More Beauty Than One Deserves

Submitted on Sep 23, 2021 by  Angel S.

I can remember meeting you at Walgreens, teaching you to text. You were such a handsome mystery… You took to me. You took me in and showed me a love I would never have imagined existed.

My heart skipped like a stone on water. Intrigued is where I went. I became alive. I learned trust from you and to this day I still know that feeling. Will I ever be able to show that back?

I feel and it’s ok. I appreciate and learn each day. You’re amazing.

How is it a girl like me has a beautiful man like you enter into her life? A moment in time I could never redo any better. I have been difficult to say the least. I have been selfish and cruel, something you never deserve, accept my apology, please find forgiveness.

I ask for you. I don't want your heart to hurt; me: I deserve what I get. Please know how much I didn't know about respect, truth, self-love and giving part of yourself away. The only other time I felt such a feeling was giving birth. I want you to know how you changed my life forever. Thank you for giving a girl like me the time of day. I really want to show you the same love.

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