wowreallytab's blog

Devil, you can't do nothing to stop me, discourage me, hinder me, or taint my testimony!!!!!!! I know you a dirty fighter so you finna throw everything at me that you can just so you can try to say told y'all she ain't what she say she is...welp guess what silly rabbit tricks are for kids. My DADDY has promised me, brought me through, showed me, pulled me, carried me, dragged me, loved me, held me THROUGH SOME STUFF, AND.MOST.OF.ALL HE SAVED ME!! So today on 1.23.13, my 36th birthday, that HE allowed me to see. I DECLARE AND DECREE devil YOU DONT HAVE A CHANCE WITH ME. you might get a couple...

Yeah, I'm singing it like Usher. I've questioned where I was going and wondered if I heard God right--or at all, for that matter. Wondered why HE wanted me to tell my testimony and why HE wanted me to share it with everybody because LORD knows imma keep-it-to-myself type of person. THE ANSWER IS ALWAYS... IT AIN'T ABOUT ME!!!! My struggles, my hurt, my feelings of inadequacy are so I can help someone who is walking through my past storm. I have to be completely and totally honest with others whether it makes me look good or bad. So I can tell them it is ok to be mad. It's ok to be sad. It's ok...

My name is Tabby, and I am currently a resident of Kansas City. I was diagnosed in February 2008. Two days after my Pastor preached a sermon for a local HIV Awareness Revival Series, I got the anonymous call from KCMO Health Department. Until I received the diagnosis, I was sure HIV would never come up or that I was positive. I honestly thought they were going to tell me I was diabetic. I worked, had a relatively normal life, this could never happen to me. Just like the rape or the domestic abuse or the alcoholism or the promiscuity. NONE OF THIS IS SUPPOSED TO BE IN MY LIFE. But it was, and I...