Lean on your truth. Aspire to be your best and then some. I know not why it's such a struggle.
I accept it will happen. I am not afraid to die. I am actually afraid more of the world; the stigma, the nasty people, the way life just rolls on whether you are ready or not. This life for me has a purpose yet how can I prepare without giving myself a break? Yesterday passed and today is new. I find the situation ahead of me has a lot to do with myself, my choices, and my way of life.
So on to good stuff, positive side. I have amazing blogs to read. I feel them with the writer. I am inspired to continue no matter the journey.
I should pray more and worry less. What others think of me is not my business. My happiness and health is my business. I don't feel bad saying "No." I used to. I realize you have to be friends with yourself before you can be any type of person to another. Just because you want it doesn't mean you deserve it.
You get what you put in. Thank you everyone for letting me get some things on paper and out of my head.